New Job, New Life

Hi, its been ages since I last update my blog. STOP complaining. I am updating now. LoL

Anyway , I already been in my new job for a month. I would like to comment about it. It was a LOVE and HATE job for me after the one month experience. Not that I mind the job stress and the frequent flying (I was in brisbane on 3 separate weeks - 6 plane flights of 5hrs 30min each) within the duration of 4 weeks. Not that I mind the working hours ( i was working 8-10 or more working hours when I am off-site). But seriously, til this stage, I think I am kinda useless that I still dunno anything about my product. Til now, I am only able to do the installation, do some minor script writings to test the customer server settings but NOTHING on my own VNET product. One thing I hate is to be out of control.
Imagine :
Boss: Help me configure your portal so that it can do this and that.
ME: Sorry I dunno anything bout it to configure it.

Results : DIE

Client : I need to include this and that into it.
ME: Sorry Dunno how to do that yet.

Results : Client upset, boss find out ==> DIE

LoL.

Well, I am not sure if it is exactly my fault to be so ignorant bout my own product still. I have been slogging my weekends trying to make things work. But til this stage, i still declare myself a VNET dummy. If only there is more training, or learning guides which are more useful.... Sighz.

Maybe I am just not cut out for this job... Being not in controlled in my new job really sucks big time for me. sighz.... depressed....

Back to learning my work.... (whipped myself)